I was asked if I’d mind modelling for a friend who’s working on a specific project, so we spent Sunday morning rearranging our house to get the right backdrop and lighting. I’ev been sent a couple of images from the first pass – not particularly flattering images of me, but that wasn’t the intent.
This project aims to explore what Carl Jung called ‘the shadow’, which simply refers to the unconscious side of our psyche. While not exclusively about the darker side of our nature, it does encompass that side purely because it is into the unconscious side that we push the things we are less comfortable with. Jung argued that a key stage in our development as people is to integrate the shadow and embrace those aspects of our psyche that might be uncomfortable to us.
I would ideally like the subjects to be shirtless because this enhances their vulnerability and creates an aesthetic that jars the viewer into seeing something that they would otherwise not have seen. But this isn’t a deal breaker, and if you’re not comfortable with this, we can simply keep you fully clothed.
As you can see, going shirtless wasn’t a huge issue, I might even have been persuaded to go Full Monty (though Mrs NBT would be less keen on the idea).
It was an interesting experience, not really what I expected – previously I’ve had my picture taken, or I’ve done a bit of modelling for MTB / gear photos, but this was my first experience of someone taking my picture to get the shot they wanted. Lots of “move your arm this way” and “look that way, but move your head and look straight at it”
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I said during the prep, although I’ve done some photography (did an As level a while back), I’ve never started by saying “this is the type and style of image I wanted to capture”. I’ve always seen something and tried to capture it, so it was an interesting way of working for me – and may go some way to explaining why ultimately, photography didn’t really work for me. I can see how these photos do fit the photographic style already established with the previous project, and I’m looking forward to seeing future images from this series.
I do think the images are thought-provoking, as was the process of creating them. Constuctive feedback welcomed…
(bonus points for the oblique title reference, anyone?)
As with the grot mags of my youth, I couldn’t be bothered with the wordy bits and went straight to the pictures. But these are definitely harder to masterbate over.
Fair play, not an easy thing to do – at the risk of inviting ridicule, Mrs Pondo is a big America’s Next Top Model fan, so I know there’s much more to taking a decent shot than putting a nice model in front of a nice background.