I had a bad night last night. Awake just after 3 worrying about my parents, how they’d deal with a lockdown, how do I ask them to point me in the direction of their wills, the funeral plans, where they’ve got bank and savings accounts*, Dad’s computer passwords, all those things we kept meaning to talk about and haven’t done yet.
Got back to sleep about 5.30, just as dawn was coming.
Now feeling tired and stupid, and wondering what to say to them when I speak to them later
*that sounds bad, I mean if Dad were to go first, my mum probably wouldn’t know where to look and would worry about money on top of everything else