Not so sure I understand ?
Well, you did something naughty and you apologised.
That apology and the knowledge of what you did has been erased, so people are not party to the information and can’t make their own minds up. Since this is a mountain biking forum on which people share opinions about services and companies (you clearly recognise that), surely that sort of information should be out in the open.
no need to rub salt into my wounds
Your ‘wounds’ were self inflicted, and have been magically erased. I’m suggesting that you wear the scars with pride and move on, rather than pretending it didn’t happen. I for one would respect you more for that.
Dave