I guess 1 of us on front line with the sickest in hospital is a big enough sacrifice??? Dunno???

I would say so. We all have our limits and I think mine might be tested.

I’m not a healthcare worker at all. Reading this thread is quite sobering. That’s all I’ve got.

As an office seat shining IT contractor, I can’t begin to imagine how you guys do it. Just incredibly humbling

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A friend is an ITU nurse. She is sounding increasingly, seriously, worried. That scares me more than anything else.

At the start of last nights shift there was near 60 beds in the medical directorate in the hospital. Unheard of these days.

People are staying away.

The Corona ward was brimming. The staff had their lovely rubbish pinny and basic surgical face mask to deal with it all.

Ward managers are telling us that matrons and higher are not even stepping over the threshold whilst telling the fodder “not to worry” and to deal with it.

My friend as a heart failure nurse specialist in the community had 36 referrals in one day as the hospitals empty out

My wife as a palliative care nurse specialist in the community has had her case load double in a day.

Will not be long and the beds will be full. ED will be full as the community services will not cope and everyone will be readmitted.

Palliative Care Specialist Pharmacist. Work at Acute Trust and Hospices. Concerns really ramping up about potential shortages of key end of life medicines and also syringe drivers.

Yesterday was 9-5 at hospital trying to make plans and then at home after dinner was up until gone midnight last night basically writing guidelines for second / third / fourth / fifth line options we could use for end of life symptom control if we run out of standard treatment options. Back in today for more of the same including linking in with primary care to support GPs and community teams with the same for those patients who won’t get into hospital. Sobering.

I’m not frontline, just in supporting IT for 96 GP Practices. I am genuinely in awe of frontline staff, worried for them, concerned for them, half wishing I was qualified enough to be in there lending a more meaningful hand and at the same time half glad I’m not because I’m shitting it enough with what’s being asked of me and my team and we’re just the supporting cast.

We’ve been flat out for 3 weeks now just working on getting several hundred extra laptops imaged and out with remote working capability so GP staff can self-isolate if needed, and we’ve had other practice staff bring in laptops they’re having problems with for repair and re-image. No real PPE needed, but still a box of latex gloves and a bucket of isoclene wipes to wipe down every device before we touch anything. Team members who are immunocompromised have been working from home dealing with standard support calls as much as they can – we can remote on to some devices where needed. Other engineers still have to go to GP practices if a call dictates it. The rest of us are working in the same office, knowing if one of us gets the virus, chances are we all do.

From one of the people who has the minor luxury of sheltering in the backrooms, my heart and my respect to all of the frontline teams. We’re all taking a kicking at the moment, hopefully we can collectively pull through it relatively unscathed.

I’m not a healthcare worker at all. Reading this thread is quite sobering. That’s all I’ve got.

Agree

I’ve posted on this thread already and essentially I’m a community nurse, and I’ve pretty much accepted I will probably get the virus. I’m pretty confident I would survive it, but my 12 year old has bad asthma, and whilst I am pretty confident she would survive she could have a rough trot with it. Following the school closure, we have ended up making some really difficult choices with one of our neighbour’s. We already do abit of shared child care, so our kids spend a lot of time together. My neighbour is a copper, and his wife and one of his kids are also in the vulnerable groups.

So as my youngest also has autism, my neighbour’s wife and two kids have moved into our house to isolate. And I’ve moved in theirs alongside my middle adult daughter and the dog, Barry. My neighbour also feels as a copper he will get it, and was worried about bringing it home so oddly this all made sense. Luckily his wife is a teaching assistant so she is already on with the home teaching.

Lots of what’s app video calling going on,and I spend quite a lot of time sat on my front garden wall talking to my youngest. I’m sure I might be seen as some disaster fapper, and whilst on paper the arrangements sound a winner, it’s pretty hard. Luckily we are only yards away house wise, but this could go on for months, it’s just really weird and yeah, I’m finding it pretty hard.

I must say my fears and my risks have been rather put in perspective by this thread. I am not in anything like as risky or difficult position as some.

If I had been right on the frontline instead of somewhere nearby I really do not know how I would cope. I guess “one foot in front of the other”

Awesome what some folk are doing

As a nurse I feel appreciated more than at any time in my career- by the public, I’m not so happy with the government, there’s a huge lack of essential PPE.
I’d like to thank all the essential workers who are less appreciated, particularly the shopworkers who told me yesterday that they are getting abuse from customers who come into their shop to buy essentials, then berate them for selling non-essentials. Like its their decision. They are putting themselves in the line of germy fire for us, be nice to them.

I’m sat at home with symptoms of CV, but not being tested!!

Not unwell as such – I’d normally just go in – but not had any illness for months so bit co-incidental to have cough and mild flu now. TBH I hope it is the CV and I go back to work immune.

I’m a cancer surgeon so all our work is currently suspended. Just phoning patients from home who were due to come in to inform them that their treatment has been put on hold. Hopefully they will be OK and we can catch up when this settles down.

Looking forward to returning to work in a week or so just as the 5h1t hits the fan in our part of the world.

I am not a healthcare professional but my wife is. She is currently in a community setting, but will very likely be redeployed soon.

The stories coming out of the sharp end of acute care are frightening.

The scenes from Italy a couple of weeks ago are happening right now in a hospital near you.

Make no mistake, in these places, things are going to get a lot worse before they even begin to slow down their rate of increase let alone slow down full stop.

ICU in our city hospital is full and we are on a shallow part of the curve right now. This is not a London hospital.

When this is over there are going to be health workers carrying scenes around in their heads that they would give anything to be rid of. They need our help now to limit the spread but they will need looking after later on too.

A stint in any hospital with acute care functions will be like a tour of duty.

Any updates on the situation from inside hospitals and on ambulances?

I’m available via the temporary register (Paramedic) but surprisingly haven’t been contacted yet so particularly keen to know what’s happening around Aberdeen/shire.

When this is over there are going to be health workers carrying scenes around in their heads that they would give anything to be rid of. They need our help now to limit the spread but they will need looking after later on too.

This inspades! I have been in a couple of situations in my career where a number of deaths of my patients in a short space of time have affected me. There is going to be PTSD type trauma for a lot of staff. It will be a test for the government / NHS bosses how this is dealt with. Will counselling be made available for these staff?

It already is TJ but probably more geared up on the emergency side ie. Ambulance, Fire service and Police where there is a very high incidence of PTSD due to the nature of the job. From previous experience, counsellors are inundated, how they will cope with the numbers is anyone’s guess.

Wife says it’s a bit bizarre in ED at the moment.
Lots of flow so patients getting through the system and admitted to wards quickly.
Less of the people who shouldn’t really be in ED that they are normally full up with.
Starting to see more people, especially younger ones, coming in with more serious Corvid symptoms though.
She and her colleagues thinks that it’s the ICUnand other depts taking the brunt at the moment but they are all just waiting for it to get worse. Expecting that to start happening within next week, especially as a result of last weekends shenanigans.
Definitely a feel of them calm before the storm’.

Finally got a mask fitting. Yesterday had a full day of lectures about ventilators and it’s been about 18 years since I left but it’s coming back. Thank god for you tube and the draeger videos. Spending two days in ICU next week as we’re opening up recovery as ICU. I work great under pressure just desperate to get on with it. Days off spent reading up on things. Trying to keep my work colleagues entertained with tons of humour….

Cathnash, wife’s unit has set up a Facebook morale page doing similar to try to keep spirits up.
I’ve sort of settled with fact I can’t commit to help due to childcare but still tough watching wife go out to work. At least she managed get a decent 1/2 face respirator mask with replaceable filters due to her asthma and I’ve trained her on correct fit/ use – trust face fit tester sound hopeless and giving dodgy advice. Starting to build up her unit now.

My community mental health service has shut down and I’m now working nights on my trust’s 24hr crisis line. Compared to colleagues and friends in hospitals I have it very easy!!

I’ve done a few shifts this week and our service users are really struggling with this isolation, it’s to be expected, but it still worries me because we’re not even that deep into it yet.

We must isolate to save lives, it’s our only option, but it’s going to do a lot of harm to people living with mental health issues. So many coping strategies are not an option anymore and a lot of people are trapped in some pretty dire environments, either alone or with unsympathetic family members.

If you’re reading this and you know anyone who’s living with mental health issues please reach out to them, it makes a huge difference to people if they know they’re not alone.

Definitely a feel of them calm before the storm’.

Our city hospital has the entire ED and ICU pretty much full of covid-19 patients. The stories are coming out about how crazy it is, but covid-19 patients are not being left to it. Yet.

Remember the steepness of the curve and think that the ‘proper’ facilities are now full….

Borders closed between states and territories now.

Our premier has said no travel within WA unless necessary for work or healthcare needs.

Feeling like we’re sat at the edge of a big wave that’s about to crash.

Kids are at home. Schools aren’t closed but are “pupil free” which is an odd way of saying they’re closed, but they want to keep healthcare workers working so the schools are open for essential workers, essentially. Wife’s WFH too.

Had to nip to the supermarket this morning for milk. Zero distancing. People acting as normal. Quite scary given the prospect of what will soon unfold.

Anyway, just clocked on for my PM shift. Here til 10pm. Have some home visits to give people depots (long acting anti-psychotic medication) and have been issued masks to wear (not n95 ones though) and the usual gloves and hand gel in my depot bag.

I’m feeling fine. No symptoms. Eagerly awaiting the flu jabs to become available as I’ll get one at the start of the season and one mid-end of the season (there’s usually and A and B variant).

We’re expecting a surge of depression/anxiety/suicide with all the unemployment. Also a surge in meth use (and other substances) when the govt starts giving people “extra” cash. Not the kind of fiscal stimulation they were hoping to see. And as more colleagues have to stay at home or get ill, our workload is going to shoot up. Plus I’m T1 diabetic so have to keep myself as well as possible so that I can help others and not be forced to stay home.

Hope everyone is keeping well.

Very odd atmosphere in our hospital the last few days. It’s like a ghost town. The staff you do see all look tired and fearful. Cases are doubling daily, deaths every 2/3 days.

Apparently modelling suggests we will be behind the national curve but will become a national hotspot (a mainly rural county with many elderly)

Will counselling be made available for these staff?

We have a psychologist allocated specifically for staff well-being at this time.

In our CMHT it’s very much shut down at moment. CPns still doing depot and lithium clinics; Duty desk has been unusually quiet and we are doing only emergency visits; this week I did not do any visits all week. Just telephone assessments and calling clients to check how they are doing.
We know this is not going to last much longer. The nature of our clients illnesses/disorders will mean it’s gonna kick off very soon, and because our team unfortunately has had the depressingly typical huge number of staff taking the 7-14 days off at first opportunity, when shit does hit fan it can be expected these same staff will very likely go off for another excuse then too which will leave the rest of us in very difficult situations.

My wife has worked the Covid wards since the first case in our area. She is only being fitted for a mask on Sunday .. she is working the ward today without one of course!

It boils my piss how some NHS staff miles away from from the front line are attention seeking on social media during this crisis. My neighbour who works in my team was on doorstep the other night milking the neighbors clapping .. my neighbour is in same team as myself, has had no contact with anyone with covid .. our team are pretty much shut down and isolated so at little risk.
Yet my wife, her colleagues and the other front line nurses & doctors are doing the job without the need to post Facebook pictures selling themselves as hero’s.

*Appols .. rant over

If its any help Mooman I am now feeling a fraud – been in isolation ( need by guidelines) for 10 days now so not been in to work. Even when I go back I will be in a low risk ( for nursing) job

But I am still scared as well!

No intention of having a go at you or anyone else on here TJagain – appols if it came across that way.

I went into garage to pay for petrol yesterday and was wearing my NHS lanyard (as advised because police pulling cars over to ask why out) person serving identified me as a NHS worker and tried to call me to front of queue .. I refused, but felt a huge fraud!

Nothing fraudulent about either of you, snap out of it! NHS is one of the best things we have in this country and you’ve both dedicated yourselves to that. Please don’t forget it, we won’t 😉

Not taken in that way at all Mooman – just trying to show how its doing funny things to many of our heads 🙂

I have no idea where my NHS ID is – we never use them!

A+E nurse here in the north east, its a strange time up here at the moment – the Hospital is empty, The waiting room is empty. We are steadily seeing an increase in the number of Covid patients coming through, but few are currently requiring ventilating. I’ve little doubt that in a week or two the situation is going to be less chilled.
As an aside, i’ve just received a message asking for volunteers for the Nightingale monster hospital in London – if nothing else the intrigue of such an enormous facility has me sticking my hand in the air.

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If its any help Mooman I am now feeling a fraud – been in isolation ( need by guidelines) for 10 days now so not been in to work. Even when I go back I will be in a low risk ( for nursing) job

But I am still scared as well!

So much this.

Also been in isolation and feel a fraud.
Done nothing, the big clap the other day made me feel weak and undeserving
Nothing I can do however, they wouldn’t have me back whilst symptomatic.
Ah well, back on Monday.
Sounds odd, but I can’t wait to get stuck in.
It’s what I signed up for.

Yes Smogmonster thanks to pathway reviews, less people calling and lots not wanting to go to hospital it is easing the weather unnecessary work we usually see.

I’m off for 2 weeks except for a few I’ve agreed to do as overtime, I don’t do overtime, to help out.

I’m contemplating the nightingale thing not seen any requests yet or put myself on the list. I need to discuss it with my family first.

@smogmonster
Strange phenomenon having an empty waiting room. Shows how few people really need to go to A&E on a ‘normal’ day. Hopefully this will have a knock-on effect when this is all over and alter (some) of the public perception of what A&E and the ambulance service is actually there for.

The Nightingale hospitals look both incredible and scary – if staff travel down to London to staff it, when will they be allowed back home around the country, as presumably there’s a transmission risk?

MrsMC is a children’s social worker. Working from home, no visits being done despite legal requirement in some cases, just one day a week in the office covering duty calls. Expecting it to ramp up after families have a few more weeks cooped up at home.

It boils my piss how some NHS staff miles away from from the front line are attention seeking on social media during this crisis.

< half raises hand >

Hope I’m not attention seeking, and taking into account your later comments Mooman, please take this with the good humour it was intended.

As I said, I’m in IT, the absolute definition of “miles off the front line” – I’m not in a hospital, I’m in an office. The only PPE I get is a pair of gloves and a bucket of Isoclene wipes for when I’m handed laptops to work on. The greatest risk of exposure for me is the people handing me the laptops. But…

I’m supporting 4000+ staff in Primary Care who are all shitting themselves and panicking, isolating themselves and unwittingly increasing the load on everyone else. Note – not blaming them for that, it’s human nature. Me and my very small team have built, imaged and deployed nearly 500 new laptops in the past fortnight, repaired a hundred more, developed extra VPN services, sorted newly discovered issues with digital Fit Notes, bailed out one of our major system providers who’ve utterly bungled a software rollout, kept the lights on and the day-to-day rolling while ramping up our own projects, because we don’t have the luxury of putting things on the back burner if GPs need them yesterday.

All that said, I’ll happily join TJ in the ‘feeling like a bit of a fraud’ camp, especially when I waved my badge for early access to Morrisons this morning. But as a friend described my team the other day, we’re the ‘grey staff’ – nobody knows we are there, nobody knows what we do, but an awful lot of fairly essential things don’t work without us, and we’re being put under pressure by this as well – different pressures, I’ve absolutely no doubt, and I don’t envy front-line staff one iota right at this moment in time. But the whole system is under extra pressure all the same, and some people will be dicks and some will be decent. I’m hoping I’m one of the latter, but YMMV 😉

So many behind the scenes heroes that the frontline staff rely on to perform their miracles – don’t put yourselves down.

It boils my piss how some NHS staff miles away from from the front line are attention seeking on social media during this crisis.

I hope I don’t fall into this category, tell me if I do.

I’m a TNA in a secure mental hospital. No cases as yet. I think I’m in one of the safest places in the NHS. Some service users are allowed leave, so we all share responsibility.

ITU consultant in a largish DGH.

We’re busier than normal but it’s not gone mad yet… All seems a bit unreal at the moment but meanwhile we’re pulling back anyone, medical or nursing, with recent ITU experience. Emergency rotas kick in on Mon.

Personal anxiety levels not being helped as the (domestic) boss is also a consultant in an acute specialty.

Good luck all, and stay safe.

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It boils my piss how some NHS staff miles away from from the front line are attention seeking on social media during this crisis.

I hope I don’t fall into this category, tell me if I do.

I assume only you can honestly answer that.

Being based at a NHS mental health hospital myself, and spending lots of time at various private and NHS secure mental health hospitals I know full well what trained staff are expected to do – and I also know what trainees are expected to do.

In that case, I’m quite happy.

The only social media I do is this place and a couple of guitar forums and they have no idea what I do.

The TNA course has been fantastic – we don’t have the responsibility of being in charge of a ward, there is always a qualified nurse on site. It gives us more time to spend with service users, as per the job spec.
Apart from that and dispensing CD’s, we do pretty much everything else – CPA’s, ward rounds, we have responsibility for our own named service users etc.
I’ve been on three very different wards at my base and had placements throughout the NHS.
I’m happy to say I’ve been offered a job when I qualify in June. I’ve enjoyed pretty much all of it, but will be staying in forensic mental health for the time being.