Yesterday, I spent all day in sun.
I then got peshed.
I then got on the internet, and posted on here something I am very ashamed of. Not for the intent (I know what I'm like, but also know I'm responsible for what comes out of my cake hole), but for what happened as a result. It started off as a drunken over-opinionated view of people on here, well-meaning though (I only like this place for the humour aspect -I avoid politics or contentious issues etc) but I edited my post as to not cause offence and what I ended up posting really did look like some sickening arse licking. When I woke up in the morning, I couldn't defend what I posted, as it looked ridiculous.
I know that arse licking is not my game - I appease no-one in life for acceptance, which only helps my solitary lifestyle.
...but what to do now? I like it here. There's some nice people and some posts which make me laugh. It's also nice to help someone with an request for something if I can.
I think probably I should bugger off, as reading my own post, I would think I was a dick. I just don't want to