Just worked out a "proper" training plan to work through to the Tour of Britain Etape in September and my back has gone completely again – can't move without it going into spasm, lots of pain, and it's peeing down, and the bike has a seized rear hub and….
and I ended up sat in a chair, with my two year old asleep in my arms clutching my thumb, while my six year old showed off his reading by finishing his homework book, and it dawned on me that in the larger scale of things, I'm doing OK and there is more to life than silly two wheeled contraptions.
Perspective strikes at strange moments….