firstly I am being negative and I need to mtfu but the demons are calling and im worried about the future.
left a well paid secure job of 9 years end of august. (technical sales/IT support)
wanted new challenge so applied for a control room job, been there 5 weeks but still cant get signed off. told im back in training for a week and going to be given official letter, standard HR "you haven't reached standard last chance saloon"etc with a meeting on Tuesday to discuss.
They said its not a knowledge issue but nerves. ...
trying to stay positive but getting seriously down, lost a good bit of weight, thinking negative about the future and if I don't get signed off what will happen financially as I have 3 year old and my wife who works full time. (no savings and wifes wage would not cover ALL outgoings)
I know I should concentrate on next week but I can't help planning incase the proverbial does hit the fan.
what help can I look for if im shown the door?
when/how do you sign on?
what can I do about creditors, mortgage could be paid but not the rest?
can I hide a 6 week gap in my cv, I doubt it as wont my p45 show last employer?
cheers for any help, pointers.