Since trying to end my life, i have changed and see life as precious in every way, be it the smallest of critters to gert ones.
I feel bad when i've trodden on things because i've not noticed them, however i also leave nature to do its thing and and for creatures to live their risky lives, i've only intervened to cease suffering of an injured animal whether big or small.
3 examples from my present exploits.:
Bug crossing a path at risk of being eaten or trodden on, i leave it, one critters death helps feed a new life.
Duckling gets washed away from it's family in fast flowing river, it calls out in vain and manages to struggle to a small island of stones 100m from it's parents, part of me wants to climb down to try and help it, the other says, it's meant to be and will become part of a food chain..i walked away feeling bad about, then happy for the creature who gets it's meal…
I also came across a sheep lying in a field, still alive but with it's eyes pecked by birds, i calmly killed it without a second thought.
I'd not think twice about shooting, snaring, trapping animals to provide me with food.
But when i've a camera and need no food i look at these things as marvels.