I’m working my arse off for the success of a project which I am personally involved in and reflects on me. I’ve given it my all and it is still failing regardless, due to circumstances which are outside of my control.
Other individuals in the project don’t seem to be giving as much, and have other priorities. Fair enough, if this isn’t your real priority. I’ve picked up the slack where I can to move things on, but I’m struggling to jump over every obstacle as we meet them. I could sustain this level of effort if results were presenting themselves, but not when I/we are constantly losing battles.
I’m pretty wound up about all this, and I have other commitments I have to meet too, which are suffering in progress due to the resource consumption on this major project. Not sure what to do. How can I let my aggression and frustration out in a non-damaging way to the project or anyone else? I can feel myself coming close to boiling over, so I need to do something about it. Counselling/support in the formal arranged sense is not an option unfortunately, the service here is poor and infrequent.
Edit – epic failure to change my old email address as a username before posting this! oh well, done now.