well, I went to see a councillor today, a few personal issues, but something interesting came out of it...
apparently the use of drugs during your formative years leads to an inability to "feel" or rather they inhibit emotional growth.
The use of drugs during that period whilst experiencing emotional pain, distress, anxiety, addiction, anger, violence and other negative emotions can lead to you incorrectly learning methods of coping or dealing with those or other issues later in life.
The reason being that the emotional processes can become underdeveloped due to the altered stimulus experienced, this can make it difficult during later life when you are faced with large problems and can lead to almost style regressive behaviour, depression, anxiety and feelings of disconnection, exclusion, jealousy and other such pains.
Every day is a learning day eh! 
