Op, I’m shit scared of flying myself, although weirdly I’m facinated by planes . I attribute mine to anxiety created by god awful turbulence whillst working in the late 90’s working every other week in Shetland and the Western Isles. And I mean blown off course bad.
no amount of quackery will solve it. Only you can solve it.
I’ve had multiple rounds of hypno, TFT, cbt, fear of flying. It comes down to control and anxiety. I don’t have any fear of mechanical noises, but I have a fear of falling – I don’t do big bridges either – so I “anticipate” turbulence even on a smooth flight and sit in a constant state of panic. My now only – prescribed – fix is pre flight diazepam, and for long haul a doze of Tamazipan washed down with a G&T on take off which does the best part of knocking me out for 8 hours. I also mediate – mindfulness – which has helped calm my anxiety, and also I focus heavily I on where/why I’m going, eg I won’t fly for work but I can do it if there is a sandy beach, hot weather and drinks at the end. I’m not suggesting this is for you, but just walking you through my experience which is still 8hrs of panic for me, it’s not confortable.
However, since 1995, I’ve managed : Malaysia X 2, Barbados X 7, st Lucia X 2, Balearics X 2, Scottish isles X 20+,
I’ve also been unlucky with quite a few weather related incididents, which most people tell me they don’t experience in their lifetimes.
I’m still alive, and I’ve loved all the wonderful places I’ve visited. As CFH says, flying is safe albeit somethimes uncomfortable for people like us, but focus on the destination – for example last night we booked a holiday in Menorca, for which I’m dreading the flight because it’s too short for Tamazipam but I know it’s a week of sun sea, pool and free, well ok pre-paid beer – and the good memory’s, try to relax. It’s a means to an end.